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Something Strange

by Flowering Shrubs

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1.
Nothing of Importance
2.
In the end we might find what where looking for We might find all the answers Tried to reach for something but now it's not there I'm getting sick and tired Of people pushing me around Well I can't know for sure How I came to be Not really sure of anything at all What am I to do? Everything falls apart It's gone isn't it? They're just illusions right? Can't make up my mind what am I to do anymore? Find it hard to see through what is it that I found? It's gone not so sure anymore What am I to do anymore? What am I really doing anymore?
3.
Eye Song 02:11
There's eyes in my head Eyes in my mind The eyes of the lord in the palms of my hands There's eyes in my mouth Eyes on my tongue I swallow my eyes to look inside and regain sight in my eyes And there's eyes all around Eyes on the floor The eyes watch and wait for the demise of mine And the moment is ever constant in my mind Everywhere I look everywhere I find Eyes of mine kept in the mind The eyes of mine they all watch me Well I can't see my eyes anymore And I can't see the sky anymore My eyes are the sun and the moon My eyes I gouged them out in glee.
4.
Somethings we could find but I could never feel And at the end of the day all I feel is surreal Done things I could never imagine feels so unreal Somehow we'll find the time to feel each others minds Felt things that I thought I would never feel I'm leaving this place behind someday It's something that seems so unreal Someday we'll find the time to burn And understand each others minds For now I'll wait and find the time to spend.
5.
Come around to my carpet garden where everything is unreal Come around to my carpet garden where everything is surreal What can you imagine? What can you picture? Come around to my carpet garden where everything is unreal Come around to my carpet garden where everything is surreal Imagine a picture create an image See what you never could in the carpet garden Come around to my carpet garden come around Come around to my carpet garden won't you come around.
6.
The world as sad as it seems Are dreams crushed at the seems Well there ain't no peace And there ain't no mind And that's just how things are sometimes So blind no mind Well I'm just a dreamer I'm just a dreamer And I'm just a fool and I'm nothing more I'm just a man a man with dreams A man without reason I gave it all a reason Cause I'm just a dreamer I'm just a dreamer And life is all strange but I'm so strange to everyone But I'm no stranger of any of the sort I know their only confused just like you and me We've all done so much in life And we've all fought so much in life And we all deserve a rest in life But I'm not so worried about that I'm too much for myself Cause I'm just a dreamer I'm just a dreamer And I dream to be with you Cause you are the sun and I am the moon And you are the piece missing from my puzzle And I love you and you love me Oh we fit together just like we should Cause you are perfection you are so wonderful In my eyes my eyes I cry tears of holy joy for you for you And I'm just a dreamer I'm just a dreamer And I dream to be with you with you.
7.
You Did This 01:40
You isolate what little joy you have left inside What causes you to eradicate and push away seeking help? Look at you look what you've become Wake up you are but lost and blind Swallow what you've become take it all in You are but pitiful and lifeless flesh Dissolving in your own hands you did this to yourself Surrendered to self hate a possession takes hold But you don't try to fix things you only sit and wait for death Torn apart you have no care you shatter yourself And I'm not coming to your pity party And I'm not coming to your funeral You're already being forgotten You did this to yourself you rot alone.
8.
Why do I start crying when I think of you? And why do I feel warm when I talk to you? And why do I feel sick when I'm away from you? Well the crack of dawn sets before my eyes The beautiful wisdom from trees pours out to me It's all good I'm waiting to see you again It's all good the mind tortures me inside But I won't let that pull me down no no no Insane I drive myself insane And mad the anger builds inside But that's mine that's all my issues to resolve And I love the change of pace And I love the eyes inside my head They make me see bizarre things I think Why can't you all just stop the time and space? Why can't everything just stop and think for once? Just stop just stop And why do I start crying when I think of you? And why do I feel warm when I talk to you? And why do I feel sick when I'm away from you? Please tell me why do I feel shattered when I think of hurting you? You're just so beautiful Like an animal You're so beautiful to me.
9.
I'm going insane here thinking about you The world is sickening without you And all the demons strike and torment ny sick twisted mind And all the angels watch and cry for the sick sick world All I'm trying to do is keep peace of mind And all I do get is the shattering thoughts in mind Now I don't ever wanna lose you And I don't ever wanna leave you And I don't ever wanna hurt you no no no Cause I'm not here to bug you for things And I'm not here to judge you for things I'm just here to be with you I'm here for you And don't you know beauty is in the eyes of the beholder? My eyes are of the beholder Cause every single thing you do is beauty in my eyes But someday I know I can almost feel myself in your arms Sensations like no other I want to be by your side forever Cause you make me feel like something When I feel like I'm nothing And when morning dawns you're in my mind I wait to see you whenever I can.
10.
Never Know 03:49
I will never know or learn to understand the things I undergo But I'm gonna dream and sink into my skin To be one with all the ones I never know Every step I take and every breathe I take The stepping stones of life soon to be deceased Fade before like nothing more Well I'm fed up with division The bane of life's existence Something I could never tell And I'm tired of all the seasons Passing through the eyes of all of the creations Born to fade to time All alone numbers count the days Seen the clock of times existence Come to learn to know what we might have never known Nevertheless I exaggerate all is well So let us write the song The one we never knew Made before the eyes never seemed so clear in my life You're gonna drink a bit and turn So won't you just learn to emerge within Find divine the world you never knew Seemed so far your eyes where only blinded Come along and see be what you never where Wisdom comes with time Wait a while you've caught on to something Now don't let go now don't ever let go again To what you thought you'd never know The things we all will know So don't be so down No don't be down any longer And I'm so sure you can see like me Behold on what you never knew.
11.
Do you do you feel the speed of sound Do you do you feel the speed of sound Do you do you feel the speed of sound Nothing can chime in and I'd be fine Don't hide you're beautiful eyes something changes I can't seem to breathe Your eyes are all I got please let me see them I don't want to die not all ready to die see the holy one And can't you see I'm dying in this room All alone sensations All cold laceration conceives foundation And I don't want to I don't want to Save me free me than let me be Save me save me dawn no more Feel your brain feeling nothing And sick in the head Eating my head Rotting away maggots inside Seconds to minutes you're wasting the day Afternoon no sign in sight for eyes Why are you so blue? Something takes form with you Coming down and falling through You seem quite pitiful laying up and laying down Your eyes looked dissected Well mist of meadows in my face Steam of energy course through the veins Drawn in blood cross of Christ Drawn in blood cross of Christ.
12.
Take my afternoon so I'll disentangle soon You all flow through me I am the pool of ash So won't you scatter me But now you're just wasting And now you're just gone up and around the days Yeah I'm flipping through the bible With a preacher lady by me Yeah putting a nice ice cold pepsi cola to my lips Wishing to be back in the 80's where everything was so gold And I just couldn't bare it And I just couldn't stand it no more But whatever I'm just doing a buncha drugs Doing it all for love Doing a bunch of crap like Playing synthesizer Playing old dumb keyboard and stop Stick it on or stick it through Stick it on or stick it through Anything you want to do I am the animal see me through I am the animal see me through You love me and I need you And I love you and you need me You are empty you are worthless You are empty you are worthless You are empty you are worth it for me Well what will it be you can just tell me can't you And you are poetic and that is lovely I should have never even existed You should have never even existed We should have never even existed.
13.
Love is a feeling and feeling is real isn't that right Thinking I'm not enough But than you pick me up right back up And I feel I feel it's real Aren't the feelings real? Come round you lift me up Stay here you are the world to me to me to me Well what about you do you feel the real? A feeling so surreal Can't you see I'm real? I hope you know I'm real Don't you feel can't you see? Time is flowing fast Time is flowing through us us us Keep up keep up keep up We fall behind time But stay down stay down Lets figure time out and surpass unreal Mouths with eyes and hands with mouths Imagination let it flow through baby Think we take it all too serious Might be all to frightened Won't you restrain remain From lying to yourself Come up you look all down I think you feel aren't you real? You are to me to me to me.
14.
Where'd you go I've been waitin' here for so long Yeah just wanna hold you in the palm of my hand Don't leave me here all alone any longer Well what can I say there's nothing more to be said Than what has already been said Paint a picture in my head A depiction of the future That was a mirror stared back at myself Still waitin' here for you yeah Still waitin' here for you content in my mind Cause' I'm counting on you to make it here with me You do things that you do And I'm doing things that I do Yeah you're no harm beauty in my eyes Nobody has it made And I wanna tell you bout something But somethings turned into nothing When I'm here with you Cause I'm just so nervous to say something That could cause you harm Create a worry in my mind A concentration of energy Soon a slew of something unpredictable Form a feeling inside A manifestation of surreal A glorious blaze of light takes form as a light in the sky Blinds the people Explosion of hate taken form as light Creation of the brain An amalgamation of mind Awaken from a dream no need to worry Thinking unreal and I'm still waitin' here for you I'm still waitin' here all alone for you Hold me until I'm finally sleeping when you make it here.
15.
Silence Before the Storms
16.
(Bonus Track) I'm abandoning my toys Leaving them all behind here Deep within the forest So nobody may find my memories Hidden within these woods Don't go looking for the pieces of me I left behind Because I'm abandoning my toys Don't show me what I've left behind.
17.
(Bonus Track) Do we do we contain love? Are we are we of love? Should we should we continue this way? Do we do we contain love? Are we are we of love? Should we should we continue this way? On and on the dysfunctional dog family On and on the dysfunctional dog family Day and night the dysfunctional dog family Day and night the dysfunctional dog family Remember the good times dysfunctional dog family Sleep well tonight dysfunctional dog family On and on the dysfunctional dog family On and on the dysfunctional dog family Bark and bite the dysfunctional dog family On and on over and over on and on over and over The dysfunction the division of the dysfunctional dog family No stopping the dysfunctional dog family No helping the dysfunctional dog family Remember the good times sleep well tonight.
18.
(Bonus Track) I chewed off all my fingernails And spat them on the floor And I'll cut off all my fingers now And have them for my lunch Than I'll laugh at all my friends And piss upon their graves Cause they talk about my health And I push them all away Cause I don't want no help Yeah that's how things are I've never cared a bit I stomped on all your dreams And ate a can of worms Than crashed my finest car Into your best friends old porch Now they've locked me up in vain Why can't they have some fun?
19.
Sentiments 06:31
(Bonus Track) I used to be so young now my mind has left me old The sentiments changed I try to reach out for a feeling one I can't explain And every so often I grab what I can't explain Something from long ago The sentiments changed Reminiscent of old where have you gone? You're far away now Farewell You remind me of myself I used to not have a clue now I have every clue The sentiments changed I try to remember something It's there but it feels gone Don't see life as a chore we learn as we go on Holding onto old The sentiments changed Somethings missing It's gone it's gone what is it? What happened to this place? Somethings left It's gone it's gone what is it? The sentiments changed Where the same but where different The sentiments changed Hold onto it.
20.
(Bonus Track) Originally Released As A Single. Track Has No Lyrics.

about

My first actual album,
I've put a lot of my time & emotions into this piece,
Something I tried to do here was emulate
The sensations of having Lucid Nightmares,
Sleep Paralysis, and Schizophrenia,
The reason for this was to give others
Some feelings I've experienced often,
Which would be none other than my
Extreme Paranoia and mental illnesses,
This release is not to glorify such emotions,
But it is to give others a glimpse into my world
As an individual and feel part of what I experience.
It's definitely something strange to experience,
but it's not meant to appease your everyday person.

credits

released July 11, 2021

Kazupathry: All Instruments/Production/Lyrics
Sikaydah: Cover Art
Domino Falls: Noise Track 12
Richard: Guitar Track 15
Entirely Remastered By Kazupathry.
Includes Five Bonus Tracks/Two Unreleased Songs.
Reissued On April 1st, 2022.
Recorded Through May 25, 2021 - July 11, 2021.

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